Hey , this morning is his birthday . And I don't think the photo that I've choose for this post is suitable . I should have put a smile , not a cry . Right ? HAHA . It's funny to think what I've been thinking of . I love him and I hate it . His not mine and everyone knows . I know that everyone keep talking behind me that I'm STUPID . Ohh , THE WEIRD THING IS I KNOW ! I KNOW THAT I AM STUPID . People keep asking , why nd why . Please stop cause I DON'T KNOW WHY ! I never cry but my heart never stop bleeding . What should I do if my heart still stubborned and whispers deeply  , 

p/s : Your smile is too powerful and always give me the light I never knew it would be . I HATE YOU BOY .