★ I've Tried SO HARD :'D;
Sunday, October 16, 2011 | Sunday, October 16, 2011 | 0 notification(s)
And now , I'm crying :') You never know how hard to keep the pain inside me . This post is not for you my dear . But it's for me . It has been such a long time that I have never cry for him , the word is NEVER . And now , since 9th Oct 2011 , I've start to cry AGAIN . It's awful , it's shameful , it's a burden and just like he ever cares . People will keep asking and I will keep FAKING . It's so obvious that he means everything to me . I hate to talk about him . How cute he is , how sweet he WAS , how gentle he WAS , how caring he WAS . I WAS in love with Secondhand Serenade's song , FALL FOR YOU because of him and now I will try to avoid from hearing that song . \HAHA/ WHY am I crying AGAIN ? Sometimes , the tears just freely went out for nothing . Whatever you've been talking on , I'll try to never noticed . I keep saying to myself ,
BUKAN KAU KODD HANI . ORANG LAEN , ORANG LAEN .
Actually , I have others . I mean , FRIENDS . Boyfriends ? \kawan lelaki/ A LOT . But no one can opens my heart . What ? VESPA ? LAMPARD ? AM-HA ? JAJA ? Soryy to all of them . They have been so nice to me . And I'm regretting to never see it . They knew my problems , they cared and they love me for who I am . Soryy for being selfish over and over again guys . I hate this thing , I mean the way I'm in love with him . I'm soryy to everyone . To HER , soryy . To ME , soryy dear . He is not for you and you'll find a better one . I PROMISED YOU :'D
One day , my prince charming will come to me and let me ride on his horse !
saya suka sorang budak nama dia xboleh oyap.....
dia suka makan aiskrim comot-comot.......
tpi dia comel sangat.....
hari-hari balik sekolah dia tunggu saya.........
dia tunggu dengan bawa aiskrim dua......
saya sayang sangat awakk.....
bila besar nanti saya nak kahwin dengan awak..........
dia suka makan aiskrim comot-comot.......
tpi dia comel sangat.....
hari-hari balik sekolah dia tunggu saya.........
dia tunggu dengan bawa aiskrim dua......
saya sayang sangat awakk.....
bila besar nanti saya nak kahwin dengan awak..........
I've been smiling after reading this post \HAHA/ Mohsein , my cousin wrote it for his status on FB . Well , he is Sixteen and Kelantanese :D So , the meaning of 'xboleh oyap' is : TAK BOLEH CAKAP . Mohsein , thanks for making me smile again :)
p/s : I know that there's more that can make me smile and I'll try to never waste my tears on you dude . Well , boys are just boys . DON'T CRY FOR THEM .
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