I need a hug :')

Assalamualaikum and hi people :)

I'm so dying today cause I'm having a bad fever. Well, I need someone to help me stand. Thanks Anees. She's the one who served me today. Some bread with margerine and a panadol was kinda helpful. Babe, ILYSM.

Hey, I've called Acap today. Then she said that my voice sounds like 'makcik-makcik'. Oh yeah? Then he said he's just joking. He said that my voice sounds cute just like me. LOL, do you wanna bet? I know that I'm not that cute. Not like her GF. Akak Khairun Saufia, one of the most beautiful girl in Form4 this year of 2011. But still, Acap tries to make me feel confident. Amirul Ashraf Ali, thankyou :)

I'm not that okay. Well, I mean that I'm still in fever but I've went to Pizza Hut with my cousins tonight and we just WALKING THERE! Whoa, this is my first experience. And then, we go home RUNNING like kids cause we don't wanna left watching MERLIN. Yes, Merlin is my boyfriend kay? LALA~ . Actually, I'm not running. Yeah, I'm feeling so dizzy that I just wanna faint. Suha is there and she's waiting for me. Thanks sis, ILY :p .

After 'finishing' Merlin, what the only thing that we will do is ONLINE! Oh yes, that is just us. But, as usual I need to 'tepuk' my sis to make her sleep, Aisyah. HAHA, I know that I can be a mother one day, LOL. I'm the last one who takes place to get dizzy in front of the monitor, hee. I'm getting better cause I'm just having my second panadol. Anees is sleeping now, right beside me. Hey, she doesn't need a pillow and that's weird kay -..-

Back to my title --> HATE THIS :')

Yes, I hate this. I've been keeping this for a long time. She hates me. Oh why? I love her and still she never understand. Can't you just trust me? I'm not the person who takes someone's life. Listen, If you never trust me then who will? I thought that you've changed. Or, maybe you never love me. NEVER. Am I right? I've tried so hard to make you feel a lot better. I've tried so hard to care about you. I've tried so hard to listen to all your problems. No dear, I've never bored. I just wanna make you feel that there's someone for you. It's me. And maybe you feel kinda bored or maybe you just think that I'm fake? A fake friend? HAHA, thanks. It's so wonderful to let me know that I'm one of your 'besties'. But maybe not anymore. Am I right? Ahh, I hate this feeling. Please let me know that I'm wrong. Please let me know that you trust me. Please let me know that you never think that I will ruined your relationships. PLEASE DEAR. I beg you know.

He's so cute in CHARLIE IN THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY :))

Hey, please dear? I've tried my best. Please don't be afraid of me. I'm not your rival. He loves you and just trust him as he do. What is more worthful than that? Maybe he makes mistakes but please, don't ever think that I will take him away. I have mine and I know that you can see that I'm happy right now right? Have I ever told you that I love him? NO. Yes, it's a NO. So, that will be a NO! :')

TRUST ME CAUSE THAT THE ONLY THING FRIENDSHIP DOES.