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Farewell 2012.;
Saturday, January 12, 2013 | Saturday, January 12, 2013 | 1 notification(s)
Assalamualaikum. *This post has been set up at a spesific time* It's 1/1/13. I may have been to SAMURA now. Last night, I called Ekhwan cause I really worried. He told me about his friend and I cried. It's a really great pain to lost a bestfriend. Al-Fatihah to Iqmal :') ...Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMZAR AND MY DAD! MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU BOTH. HAPPY NEW YEAR FELLAS! :D

Goodbye 2012. Welcome aboard 2013!

2012 taught me a lot. Nothing's easy. Everything seems to be so hard now. Im trying to stand still by everyone but Its hardly to see who'll be standing next to me. I wish everyone will be there when Im falling. I really do. People makes mistakes especially me. 2012, thanks for making me thinking and learn to appreciate everything. SAMURA is still new to me. I'll try to get used to it. To me, living in a hostel is quite awesome but to be there with the genius type is quite tiring. Tired to never be in the 1st place anymore.


Firstly, thanks to my parents. "Mak, Abah, akak mintak maaf sebab habiskan banyak duit mak abah. Akak mintak maaf sebab banyak buat dosa. Masa mula-mula pindah, mak dengan abah selalu tanya aisyah akak ada ngadu pasal SAMURA ke tak dan ya akak tak pernah mengadu sebab akak nak cuba. Akak nak buat apa abah dah pasti terbaik untuk akak. Mula-mula akak tak nak pindah sebab akak sayang STMI separuh nyawa tapi ini cita-cita abah. Akak tak bantah tapi akak mintak maaf sebab seharian menangis masa tu. Akak takut dengan apa dah berlaku sekarang. Semua lupa akak, semua dah tak tegur akak. Akak mintak maaf sebab selalu mengadu susah, susah, susah. Akak mintak maaf sebab buat mak abah kecewa dengan akak. Akak mintak maaf sebab akak cuma mampu bagi 5A kat mak abah. Akak terharu masa mak text akak kat Ampang harituh, 'Tahniah kak, abah kata not bad. Nanti abah belanja makan. Dont be sad ya,'. Akak sayang sangat mak dengan abah. Terima kasih Mak, Terima kasih Abah."


Pujangga Tujuh B29. "STRAIGHT A+, AMIN!". These ladies taught me a lot. Thanks for be the best senior that everyone will had. We, the juniors were so glad to be your juniors. Thank you a lot. To Kak Ai-nara, thanks for always scold me when Im wrong cause I always makes mistakes. I will missed it when you said, "Eh budak kepala tembikai ni!". Haha I know Im cute :* To Kak Ba-ker, thanks for always listen to my bedtime stories once. Sorry if I make your sleep interrupted, haha. I really love you and I adore you since the first time I choose my bed, beside you. To Kak Knoetee! Im glad to know that you are my relatives and yes you are the sweetest and the kindest. Thank you for listening to my problems too :* To Kak Seybre, I may not be too close with you but I know you love me like I do. Thanks for the cute card on my birthday, I appreciate that dear :'D To Kak Suri, thanks for always giving me advice and always be cute. You're adorable sis! To Kak Fee_a, you may leave but I love you. Thanks cause you have once gave me your trust and I love you too. 


Last but not least, my 'akak katil', KAK CYLEN! I REALLY LOVE YOU. I couldn't describe more. Thanks to Allah for lending you to me for a year. I owe you a lot. SAMURA is known for its LEGACY and its funny when we really had a lot in common. You advice me a lot and yes, both of us love BEAST! Thanks for the gifts you gave me. I love it. The BEAST postcard and the cute 'rabbit'. Sorry but I don't know if you like my gift or not. Those gifts can't paid what you've done to me. Sincerely, Cykay :*


Pujangga Tujuh B30. These girls really important to me and I wont beg for more. Thanks for always be there. Thanks for always laugh at my jokes. Thanks for always care. Bazzie, my bedmate is sweet and handsome but sometimes she'll be a weirdo. Bascy is one of the best mate there and always listen to my stories. Wi-nara that also my classmate is the polite one and the sweetest girl among us. Misscey is pretty, sincere, sporting and likely to remind me of STMI. Fee_b is the cutest, smartest and ridiculous, haha! Seyryn is like a mother and I often tease her. She's beautiful, sweet but strict! Pompey is the biological twins of Bascy and she's like a child but smart! Yup, I love her too. Lastly, Knoepete. I love her and I want her to stay to be Pujeng Seven always and forever. 



4 JAYA IS AWESOME! GLAD TO BE ONE OF THEM! TOGETHER STRIVE FOR STRAIGHT As' YAW! Srsly in love with everyone there. Shida is pretty and she really makes everyone in love with her. Thanks for the advice and the taught Shida! Fatin, my deskmate is quite cool when we start to be so close. She's really kind and nice. Nisa, that also my dormmate is also awesome and thanks for everything. There's Munira, Aina, Zaza, Jiha, Farad, Majok, Kun, Dayah, Ifah,Yana, Elin and Hanis. Zikry is one of the awesome boy I knew. Genius, cute and talented. Spoyler is just the same with Zikry but quite sensitive. Firdaus is awesome and always be the gentleman even he's quite crazy. Terry is cool but hotstuff just like in the picture. Waffle/Berry? Used to be so close but Im trying to be cool now but I want you to know I'd be true to you. Gama, Muhammad, Haziq, Ana, Yen and Ahnaf are the boys of 4 Jaya too.

PUJANGGA SEVEN.

THE SONG I USED TO SING IN SAMURA.

NEXT,


GENG SKA 0308. Deadly in love always and forever. To Syara, I love you, love you, love you :* Thank you so much dear, I know you knows me well. I really do love you. To Dayah, you're so not sensitive and please be polite, hehe joking. I love you the way you are. To Ain, Jaja and Nisa keep in touch kay! 'Kita kan geng Taman Permai!'. To Hanis, ILY and I want you to know you are beautiful. To Fatin and Fatty, you're still mine. I'll keep in my pocket :* To Didin, sorry for keep teasing you. I just want to be the one that will always be naughty, lalala. To Haiqal, thanks cause always remember me. Pls boy, I never forget you. Trust me. To Hanif, we're likely not so close heh? Haha To Adib, I like you, lalala. To Azmi? You're cute. There's to much and I LOVE EVERYONE!


GENG NGEKSS. Yeah, Anees Sofiyah will always be icon and my super star. I always envy you lah :* Thanks and ILY lah baby. Thanks cause always be true to me. Thanks for everything babe. To Aiman Nasuha, sorry for always be a burden but truly, I love you and thanks for listens to my grumbling hehe. To my super sis, Aisyah Halwani, you are cute and pls trust yourself. I'll always be there for you and will be by your side when you down. I want you to know that I never want a replace. The people is blind to judge you negatively. Its hard cause I've felt it before. BE STRONG! Girls, Goodluck in PMR and SPM! :*

From my loyal stockist, Amirul Ashraf Ali.
Im glad to know you Big-Bro. Thanks for the advises! :'D

To my gitarist, be your best. I cant make any promises. Lets just be friend first. To Haikal, thanks a lot cause always care. Im sorry for my wrong doings but I really glad to know you. To Dikya, I've learn my mistake and I ask for your forgiveness on the 1st Raya, so please don't ever think I hate you or whatever. Its just a misunderstanding here. To A and A, I forgive but I can't forget. How awkward it will be when the rumors keep spreading and you're the source, EX-BFF? I can manage my anger cause it'll only be me. But if anything happens to my sister and my mother, Allah will be there for us. To everyone who used to keep talking bad about me that sometimes doesn't make sense, please stop. The hell is not too sweet for anyone.


Nurbazilah Burhan, we've been texting and became friend since Form One/Two I guess. Thanks for being sooooo nice to me. Thanks for listen and be there every time I need you dear. You're so sweet and I cant deny why boys will love you a lot. Sorry if I always be a burdened. ILY SWEETY :*


Muhammad Shariffuddin Shaufi Md Noor, thanks for coming to my life. You're the nicest guy I've knew and if we were meant to be together, I'll try to be your best. But for now, stick on our plans to be success and be friends. I really appreciate you. Thank you for everything :')

4Science1 2012, I knew that Im not that long in the class. 
The teachers also forgetting me. Its frustrating but I'll stick to the word, 
"FRIENDSHIP LASTS FOREVER."

Shuk, I never forget you. The best monitor ever. Fullstop :'D


Nur Aida Syahada Subri. I've scroll back to your posts in your blog and I see mine. I cried. I cried again. I hate it when everything seems to change. I still remember the day when we hugged and didn't say a word but we cried together. I really wanna be your BFF who keeps hold on to promises and will be there if you need me. BUT. But I see someone who's better than me and she's really nice. I felt awful when we met accidentally and we didn't greet. Is it suppose to be like that? Btw, I gave you presents on your birthday and I never know if you like it or not. I never see you use it. Sorry if you didn't like it. Maybe I have a bad sense in gift. "Sedihnya, kau tak hang dengan dia tahun ni kan?"-Syara.


Izzah Farhani Mohamad Hatta. Be nice in 2013 okay? Not just in 2013, but always. You're the first and always be the first. You have a sister and a brother. Must be the best and show them how to make others proud. Learn from mistakes. I know its hard when people keep talking and sometimes non of it is true but you must move on. Be a good naqibah and try to handle feelings better. Listen to everyone and take the best note. Be a good servant of Allah and trust Him. Don't LIE! Please, don't lie again. I beg you. Be nice to others and learn from others. STRIVE FOR STRAIGHT As' and don't be lazy! Just another year dear! ONE YEAR. About your crush? Forget him. You'll get used to it.

AND BID FAREWELL WITH A SMILE. THANK YOU :')



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